Am I just a boring person?
But, as the time passed by, I lost interest in life. Every person I stumble upon feels fake, and I just give up on conversation.
I love being alone in my room just watching tv shows or YouTube for hours, its honestly when I’m the happiest
I must admit, I feel like I’m right for feeling this way. I really think that this is not my problem, that this is how a person should behave.
I don’t know what’s wrong either. I will offer some suggestions, and maybe you will be able to figure it out.
I also encourage you to do some journaling. You will find the steps described on this page. Please give this a try. I think it really might help you.
I am a 23 year old mother of 3. The last 7 years I have been going through what feel like a war with myself. Some days I feel on top of the world and others I am dreamlike, locking myself away from the world.
My thoughts always seem to race, I can’t sit still for long periods of time I just have to do something, so I turn to cleaning. I get very irritable when my kids or anyone else has anything to say to say to me. I feel hostile sometimes and fatigued even if I get enough sleep, always worrying, and seem to be consumed by all of my emotions.
I’m a sophomore in high school and just turned 15 (female). I read most of the entries on this website and I relate to basically all of them.
I’m easily annoyed and I really don’t know why, I get sad randomly and I snap for stupid reasons. For example, certain noises people make while eating, or if someone asks me a question I feel is dumb or don’t want to answer, even breathing noises etc.
I fight with my mom a lot more than I ever used to, no one seems to understand that I don’t do it on purpose or anything. They just don’t understand period, and my mom just thinks I’m a bitch basically which I guess I can agree with because I sometimes am.
My mom thinks my anger is because of my age and because I’m growing, I used to just think I had a bad temper, which maybe I do, but I’m really a sincerely nice person, I just have a very low tolerance matchocean for just about everything.
I never talk to anyone really about my feelings or personal problems or anything I think about that’s important really. I also only really have one best friend and just some decently close school friends that I feel like I’m losing touch with.
I used to be decently outgoing and super athletic. I’m still good at sports but my independent and introverted personality has made me lose quite a bit of friends and I don’t really know how to deal with it.
I don’t really make friends easily and I am absolutely horrible at keeping in touch or answering texts. Usually because I don’t have any clue what to talk about or honestly don’t feel like talking. I still like sports but found that I have become so much lazier then I used to be and I’m still so young.
My gym teacher even calls me WOT as in waste of talent because I have so much potential when it comes to sports, but don’t have the drive I used to in order to pursue them. And when people ask me about that I don’t have any explanation that’s valid at least. Anyways that’s the gist of my situation and I’m still pretty lost and confused about it. Any words of wisdom or ideas? Thanks a lot.